Sunday, February 27, 2011

smelling ink

back during school days, i get a hint that i'm writing long when i can already smell the pen ink on my paper. never knew that i can still experience it today.
writing is tiring especially when what you're writing is no fun. i hope by next week this asset tagging is done and over with.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

huhu, sched

i got a feeling that i cannot watch pyromusical this year. heartbreak. </3

Friday, February 25, 2011

sighing friday

i long for the feeling of looking forward on a friday for tomorrow is the start of a weekend. when will i have a normal person's schedule again? i so long for it...

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

liking opm

i was never really a fan of OPM. i dunno... i do listen to a lot of OPM since my siblings have lots on their playlist. but an album fan, not yet. i believe noone had captured my ears yet. but then, rico blanco's album came. :)

back in the days when he was in rivermaya, i never get to love their tracks. i favor rivermaya way way back when their lead was bamboo. so it came to me by surprise that i loved your universe.

 

yes, i know this album was so 2008. but i was listening to it yesterday and i was thinking not everyone had a chance to listen to it yet. so i'm here promoting. X))

i'm so looking forward into his second album. i hope it would come out soon. but since imortal is still on tv, it may take a while.

Monday, February 21, 2011

blessed sunday :)

someone was back in the legion meeting today. happy. :) thank you, Mama Mary!♥ i wish i can see everyone present on every sunday meeting. it had been a long time since we have been complete. i'm also happy that we got to do all our apostolate works this week. even if i'm not part of any, i'm still happy knowing that the others did well. :) i hope these things continue. thank you, Lord.♥

off topic...
i was thinking of buying shoes sometime soon. but i don't know what style yet --i know what kind though. i need to consider my budget greatly since i have an out-of-town getaway scheduled on april. ponder ponder... why do expenses have to be so tight most of the time? XD

Sunday, February 20, 2011

pyromusical

dear schedule,
please let pyromusical 2011 be possible for me and my oso. i would really really love to see it. even just one show. you know how much i love fireworks. o please, o please, o please..


Friday, February 18, 2011

a stray of light♥

it seems like almost all news at work this week are not on the good side. but even if the news are bad, i want to see it as a blessing. for because of it, i'm more aware that i need to work harder and that i need to focus on my goals more. being time constrained makes me feel that everyday really counts.

restday is over for this week. i'm starting work on a friday. fun? XD

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

the man

i've been receiving calls and txts even when i don't have my work shift. weird.. usually, i'm not the point person when it comes to tasks and things at work. but i guess, today is my time to shine. :)) i don't mind but i can't say i'm enjoying it. i like sharing things i know but i don't want people depending on me much. good thing, my team mates are awesomely nice and kind. so i don't have any negative feelings. :)

i really enjoy my work and i'm having fun learning new things. so i really hope all those rumors flying around are not true. i'm still positive and hopeful.

heartbreak

gusto ko maging corny... </3

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

messy mushy

never really had a grand valentines day. seeing how other people celebrate it with sweet nothings, sweet somethings and other sweet things in between, i feel envy.

i spent the day of hearts waking up early to attend a training at makati. it lasted for two hours but it was worthwhile. now i need to think about when i can cascade all things i've learned to my team mates. when i don't sound male anymore, maybe? X)) been experiencing the flu last week. i'm all better but i've been coughing a lot. it made me lose my voice. i'm very husky as of this moment. X)) then i went home, skipped lunch, did a greeting card and slept. when i woke up, i went out to see friends for a quick lovely dinner and afterwards went for work.

like an ordinary day. haha.

but then, i get to think about how i always say i don't want to be just like anyone else. then i get to think about my oso and how he loves me so. then i shut up. :)) this is how i want things to be. what's my problem?

i know what you'll say, believe me, i know that too.
but hearts day is hearts day. it's the time to publicly say i love you, spend bucks on roses etc etc..

darn fb for making me have this crazy thoughts! darn people who posted pictures and comments! XD

roses are red, violets are blue. honey is sweet, kisses are too.♥
a pack of kisses is my valentines day. ok na 'yun. :)
totoo.♥

Sunday, February 13, 2011

short lived...

my happinees today was short lived...

i feel so accomplished after i'm done troubleshooting an alarm we had here at work. swapping cards and doing mml commands just like what i always see our vendors do whenever our cabinets are down. clearing the alarm not only made me proud but wiser. --if you know me, i love feeling wiser each day. haha. XD

so being a hard working employee as i am, i decided to reward myself with facebook. --haha, i know right? XD
then i saw a post. my heart melt in a bad way...

i agree, changes do come. and they are not at all times happy, they are not at all times as you wanted. and they never ever ever come when you're prepared.
i admit, i'm not ready. one reason is that i have not built my competency with work yet. i have not mastered any elements we have here at the switch room yet. i believe, i have not yet given my outmost potential. but sigh, who would hear my explanation?

my heart is breaking... this job was my goal. this is what i imagined myself doing after college. i struggled just to have this. and now i have it, i get to have another goal for myself --goals, even!
but it seems i have to start from scratch again...

i really really hope that things will work out. sana chismis lang. i hope this issue is just a passing day. everyone in the group worked so hard. not one deserves this.

Lord Almighty and Merciful, You have plans. i put my trust and faith in Your hands.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

helping when idle :)

there are times that when i want to be productive at work, but i cannot. reasons may be due to less work, works were done early or there is no work at all. some consider a busyless shift as a blessing. but it is not fun if you get to do it all the time. believe me, i know. XD
"an idle mind is the devil's workshop" as don bosco says. so rather than be idle, do something to worthwhile. :)

one idle day at work, i stumbled a site while reading blake mycoskie's blog --he is tom's shoes' founder, which i'm a fan of. the site campaigns the fight for world hunger in countries where food seems to be gold.


"Gives quiz questions where every correct answer donates 20 grains of rice through the UN World Food Program to help end hunger."
--this is what the site endorses. kewl, huh? :D

help when bored. help when idle. help when you want to help. better than being senseless indeed. find time to visit. :)

Friday, February 11, 2011

workout

i never thought i would be very busy today. did i have too much rest yesterday that i deserve this? X)) o well, working during duty is better than doing nothing. i love being productive. so i guess, today is still a fine day even if it is tiring. in a few hours, i'll end my shift. after eight hours, i'll start my next shift again. --happy bday, pat! XD

i'll somehow have a taste of weekend since i'm on day duty. yey! looking forward for tomorrow's apostolate and on sunday's legion meeting. yeyey! :D

dear Lord, thank you.♥

the only exception..

they say, finding your perfect guy is a lucky find. but i say, finding someone who is not perfect but is your perfect pair sure is a blessing.

for seven years, i've been with my perfect pair.♥

through good times and bad times, he's always with me. he takes care of me, he listens and answers my senselessness. he is my unending fan who is always happy for my triumphs, he is my strength on my downfalls. he's the cause of my smiles, my happy tears. my funny man, my knight in shinning muscles.♥ my food buddy, my travel mate. he is everything i've experienced because he never left my side.♥

knowing he loves me made me love myself more. through him, i discovered my self worth. truly, he is my best blessing. my one true gift from God.♥

seven years is a very long time. but it came by without us noticing. as they say, time flies when you're having fun. true. each day is always new, always a day to start fresh. each time is always special. with him, everyday is a gift.♥

i pray that what we have will remain for as long as God will permit. and i hope He will permit us to stay this way for as long as we will live.♥ i don't want anyone else. i love loving him.♥

--yes, i promised a blog of my happy day. but i remembered, moments are sweet because it is shared with someone special. we'll keep it to ourselves for now, hihi.♥ but i'll share some pictures. :)


boat ride, yey!

endorsing nuvali life vests? X))

never realized koy feeding would be fun. again, again!

serious? XD

he's my perfect pair.♥ i'm his perfect pair.♥


a very very nice gift.♥ how cute are we?

Thursday, February 10, 2011

remembered♥

i promised to post something about my special day. i will, but not now. not feeling better --i was sick yesterday, boo. plus, i left my pictures at home. but i really really will post. :)

it overwhelms me that there are a lot of people who are happy for us. though it is not posted on facebook, people tend to greet and wish us our best. it really felt great that people found time to remember.
thank you friends, family and fans! :))

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

cloud 9

i'm celebrating my most important day of the year. and no, it's not my birthday. the feeling is way grander.♥

today is special because i share the celebration with my best friend. looking forward to today. the whole day would be great, i know so.♥

dear Lord, thank you for moments like this. i feel Your love through him who loves me eternal.♥ i cannot thank You enough for my blessing.

looking forward to today.♥ will be posting about it soon. :)

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

today i'm wiser :)

i never tried cooking. though i plan to do some dishes someday, i never really considered that it will happen now. but then, there are always first times and exceptions. just like today. :)

for the sake of yesterday and how special it was, i cooked for the first time. haha XD
truly, cooking for someone is worth every slices, chops and saute. i never would do this out of habit. but on special ocassions, i might consider.

glad it turned out well. tada!

sauted chayote

this is a very simple dish that took me 3 hours to finish. =)) i really need to practice on my peeling and cutting skills. considered it's my first time, it's not that tasty --my critics said it's a little bland. but i'm much satisfied in the fact that it's edible. =))

cooking this made me say, i'm wiser. haha. XD

Monday, February 7, 2011

i celebrate ♥

chances are to be taken. though difficult, though uncertain, we can't deny that there are chances we cannot miss. how will we know if it's worth taking? we don't!

today, i celebrate the greatest chance i made. years have gone by and i can still say, it's my greatest risk took, my toughest decision made and my best chance grabbed.
more than lucky, i feel blessed. ♥

thank you, Lord for a blessing like this!♥