Monday, May 30, 2011

flu vaccine

true, time flies when you're having fun. but it is also true that time flies when you're busy. :))

one more day to go and may is about to end. hello, june! the rain is starting, good bye, summer!
may had been fun-filled and energy-emptying month for me in ways. but i can say that it did not became cruel.

i remember promising to blog about my summer. but i'm too lazy to do it today. i need to gather up pictures for extra impact. i have to collect them from my sources first. for as my friends know, i'm lazy on the picture taking part. haha. :D


btw, i had my flu vaccine today. i'm so happy getting it. i'm not blessed with a strong immune system since i was small. and since i'm working hard *ehem*, it's weaker these days that i get sick easier. i feel i have extra protection now. yey! --though that doesn't mean i can slack off with my health.

i'll blog again soon. :)

Thursday, May 26, 2011

rain rain go away...

i sure wish that the typhoon will be out of the philippine's area of responsibility soon. else, my late summer getaway with the family will be doomed. that will be a major heartbreak.

rain, rain, go away...


work seems hectic but my energy is up. i just hope things will work out fine for our group. we're tired of the same things that's why we just face each day prepared. come what may. we did our best. the ball is not in our hands --it never was. may the heavens know give us what is best for us. aja!

Monday, May 23, 2011

banal

i'm currently watching banal. an abscbn special last sunday that i was not able to watch since i was so sleepy from loisa's recital.

i can't help but shed tears. John Paul II will always be my favorite person. i've been watching him and adoring him since i was seven. known him almost all my life. i can't help but feel privilege to be in the same time as he was. truly, he is a blessing from God.

i pray that more people will be like him. :)

Monday, May 16, 2011

pity me

why do i feel like i don't have a life? i'm starting to take pity on myself.
this is bad. :))

must find new hobby!

Sunday, May 15, 2011

you're my wonderwall


i want to post this song for that one person who always got my back. thank you. :')

Thursday, May 12, 2011

a mesh of things

[1] you can't expect people to be like you. to think the same on things, to understand at the same rate, to have lived with the same values.

even though i have kept this in my mind from years and years of experience, i can't help feeling mad when it happens. i guess, i will never get used to the feeling of disappointment. heartbreak. </3


[2] just today, i realized how much my social network decreased after i started working. i was so looking forward in meeting new people --which i did. but i still do not have friends. i have co-workers, i belong to a team. but it still doesn't feel like home.

when i started with my shifting duty, i gave up a big part of my church activities. i left the curia which i really love, i cannot regularly come on our sunday meetings since a lot of times i'm at work, i cannot attend our regular apostolate due to the later reason too. it sucks. </3
LOM is home to me. the people in it are my family. it's sad to make them feel neglected at times.


[3] i really feel like a grown up lately. i can feel the burden of making decisions and doing sacrifices just so my future will be a whole lot better. i sometimes envy people who can go places, who can buy nice things, who is having new experiences day by day. but i need to tell myself to be grounded on my goals and keep looking at it straight. i feel stuck but i know in time, i'll go somewhere.


[4] despite all the mesh of things on my mind, i realize more and more how much i need Him in my life. how i need to trust Him more and to spend time talking to Him more. in God i have refuge. in Him i trust.

Friday, May 6, 2011

may

i've been busy lately that i did not have time to posts things here. even so, those days when i was not posting, a lot of events are post worthy. but i guess i'll skip those days and events. it's time to move on. but i plan to do a summer summary by the end of may --will posts some pictures too. :)

for now, i have to say, a lot of things are doing well.
even if a lot of plans got postponed and cancelled, even if a lot of plans are cannot be attended and even if a lot of plans are in limbo. things will happen if it will happen.

i always look forward to everyday even if times are tough. i learned that positivity is the key. :)

hello, may! so far, yo've been good to me. :D