Friday, July 15, 2011

sighing day

i'm using itouch for this blog so pardon me for any typos along the way. i just felt i needed to take away my depression somehow. one way or another...

i'm sad. for the longest time this week i was not able to do things i need to be doing. it's piling up but there is this feeling that it doesn't matter even if a lot of people needed it right now. yes, that's how miserable i'm feeling.

i feel i can handle the misery. but i also have this feeling of loneliness. let me correct that. i feel alone. at times when you depend on your strength and its not there. your reason to feel better can't be with you. when you realize that you are on your own. it's tough. but what choice do i have?

all i can do now is pray that my heart won't fail on me in trying its best. the only strength i have left for now is knowing God never fails on me.

truly, there are sighing days...

Saturday, July 9, 2011

praises


hello, july!

been busy. i haven't blogged for the past few weeks. sorry. XD

in all the events that happened to me since i was last here, all i can say is that i can't blog about it anymore. --i guess. :))

but surely, i'll blog about yesterday.
i was happy yesterday. :) why?
for i was with friends. it had been a while since i last saw them. remember i blogged about the videoke session we had last april? --if im not mistaken. that was the last time i saw them. so after a few months, seeing them and being with them is joy. :D
plus, i get to stuff myself with food yesterday. i haven't done that on a regular basis. so it was very pleasant for me. i'm still full up until today because of all the calories i had. =))

i surely hope times like yesterday will remain between us friends. though it had been a long time since we talked. it just felt like yesterday. our stories were endless. many things had happened to us but it felt like we never really lost touch. kewl. :)

i'm happy, glad and i feel blessed having good friends. thank you, Papa God! :D


o btw, i was out of town last weekend. i was in isabela province.
technically it was isabela, but we landed in tuguegarao by plane and it was just a 30 mins ride from there. since tuguegarao is part of cagayan valley --the hottest place here in the philippines --i cannot blame cabagan, isabela for being very hot. perspiring all over! grabe!! :))

why i was there? i attended the wedding of my friends from LOM. i was really happy being part of it. so the heat did not mess up my mood. things you do for friends nga naman.. :)
 
LOM friends :)
i feel blessed, july!
please let it continue to flow. :D
all praise and all thanks giving to the One who made it all possible. :)