heo september! :D

hello, september! sorry for welcoming you so late. a lot of things happened that i did not looked forward in you. but hey, my hope's up. a lot of good things will still come my way, right? though plans for this month are a little bit uneasy, i'm still hoping for the best. after all, you mark my birthday. another year passed. aging in years but growing in life. looking forward into turning 24. ♥

birthday wish?

i want to ask for understanding and kindness. :)

though they say that revealing your wish might jinx it, i wanted to blog about it so that maybe, readers if there are any can help me through it, hihi. :D

anyway, i posted so that i can update you with my life.

remember i promised to post pictures for a blog? well, i want it to be today. :DD

last friday, my work team celebrated its first year. so the whole group went for an outing/GTG.

our boss held an appreciation night were everyone was awarded with plaques and certificates, recognizing their work and contribution for the group. it was a happy event. it gave our group the chance to bond and be together to have fun and brush work off our shoulders even for a while. plus considering our group is very much distributed into different sites, it was really a good chance to share laughters and stories with them. :)

though i did not sleep that whole friday and have to leave early for my duty on saturday, it was worth it. --but remind me to not go on duty like that again. i was sick the whole saturday. XD

here are some of the pictures...

some of the heo gma girls

ok, this is only a picture. =)) please don't blame me. this is the only photo that i'm in. XD

but you got know how fun it was from how i described the event, right? :))

[update: 9/18/2011]

found some photos i'm in from other team mates' cam, yey! :D


sir roy my former TL (left) and sir rey, our over-all-impact boss (right)



me and pat. wished ma'am lyn was with us.. :P

i'm really sorry for the messy hair. i did not plan to stay long that night but i did. so i don't have toiletries with me to help me out. :))

health is wealth

i really don't get how "health conscious" people get.

it seems like there's just a thin line between diet and starvation. correct me if these words are really synonymous. but, being healthy is eating right, right?

why do people want to fit in a body shape they are not born in?

denial.. low self esteem..

v8

i feel terrible today.

no sleep and lack of food.

i was on 12-hours duty yesterday. after work, i went out with my friends for UBE at V8 --our official partner for videoke nights. :)) went home past 12mn, slept past 1am. woke up at 4:30am. 6am, i started my 16 hour duty.

i had fun last night. i had heartaches last night too. realizations sank in. and now, i need to be in my better self again. amidst the feeling of a heavy head and an empty stomach and a heartache.

go me!

--i'm so tempted to say that i'll be blogging about my UBE night with friends last night but i always end up making empty promises when it comes to blogging. :)) i'll try to remember to post pictures though. XD

love-hate relationship

i have this love and hate relationship with money.

it's like when i have much, i'm so angry with it that i just want to spend it. when i have little, i love it so much that i cannot take it out of my pocket. :))

there are also incidents where i just feel right about it that i invest it. haha.

it may sound like i deal with money based on my feelings but i just sound like it. i want to believe that i know how to spend it well. --though there are times that i indulge throught it. :))

today, i don't know how i can call my relationship with money. but i threw some on a P&S camera. XD

i'm not techy in a sense that i don't really mind much the trends with gadgets. i buy from time to time. but when i'm comfortable, i don't mind having it for years and years.

i need a camera. considering i have a lot of upcoming out of town trips. the one i used to borrow from my mom is a little old and out of condition. so i decided to buy myself one.

i asked a friend to help me out research a good camera and a good price find. and yesterday, he found me one at an online store with a name i forgot what and we scheduled a meet up today at 4pm. the deal went well. i really hope i put my money where it deserves.

here's what i bought:

--i don't have a picture of it yet since i didn't had a chance to even open it due to work. i'll just be using a picture i found online. :)

canon S95

for reviews, you can check google for it.

i'll post updates and feelings regarding this camera sometime soon i hope. :)

hands all over

before i forget about this, i wanted to blog it.

i'm loving maroon 5's latest album. i love their beat on it.

i love them again! ♥

i'll be having them in my playlist. :)

on the works

guess who have a new blog template today? XP

i kinda messed with CSS codes today since i'm bored. so what you see as my blog template made it all happen. :)) don't get me wrong, i did not made this template. i just copied it from a website. i'm just tweeking it a little bit to suit my taste. --i'll kinda practice with it based on what i've read today. :)) i hope this may go successfully. :))

current site status: on the works. XD

giddy much? :))

i hope blogging about how wonderful my days were for the past few weeks won't jinx it. :))

but i can't help but share how wonderful i feel. *giddy*

(1) to start of, all my dramas from the previous blogs are now gone. it had been a struggle. but i passed them all now. i learned that the key for being ok and moving on is letting go. have i forgiven? well... if your definition is based on oprah wherein she says that, "forgiveness is letting go of the hope that the past can be changed", i guess i've forgiven. but i'm still in the process of getting back to my old self. ...i'll get there soon enough. i'm doing my best. :)

(2) work had been nice to me lately too. my work felt easier --i like to think that it is easy because i've already learned a lot--, my workmates seems happier and my shifts are not that heavy any more. :)  though there are still things i can't be happy about, i'm civil with those circumstances. i know i can't be that lucky. :))

(3) i started working on my 2011 to-do list again. i've been slacking of in achieving it due to my melodramas. but i'm back on my feet. i really feel accomplished with it. a few more months are left for 2011. but i'm positive in checking a lot of it.

and true, some plans can change due to circumstances. some things in my list are not to be considered this year. it is sad... but, i want to take it as an inspiration to make it happen in its right time. :)

(4) and since i've been into my to-do list again, i'm beginning to be creative. :)) it is fun though it burns my pocket at times. but hey, i got to do what i got to do, right? i hope i'm creative enough to execute it as i envisioned it. =))

(5) i'm into loving being in love again. yes, corny much. but who cares? love is really corny at its finest. :)) i guess this reason made my life a whole lot better. :D and i'm happy to think that it will always be with the same man. :X

thank you, Lord! :DD

enough for today. haha. end. :D