:-/

i feel stuck.

i've been saying a lot of ideas but i'm going nowhere. my life is just as dull as the pencils in my holder.

dependency...

i'm pretty much depending my plans onto someone. is that good? some might say no. and yes, i feel that way too sometimes. but where is the fun in traveling and having a good time when you do it by yourself? or do sports cheered by no one? or pig-out and there is no one to share it to?

can i do a reset on the plans i have this year on a self-based experience? i'm looking at my 2011 to-do list and all the things i can accomplish by myself is soon to be all checked.

and here i am, doing this blog when what i'm suppose to do is share it to the person/s concerned. but no one is there to listen.