re-sched and off topics

yes, i know.. it had been a while since the last post. i get to write whenever i'm at shift but it seems my shifts are hectic the past weeks. forgive me. :D anyway, why would i explain? no one really reads this. =))

yesterday was the last day for pyromusical. and yes, ...i did not have the chance to watch. boo. or rather, i chose not to watch it even if i can. schedule for me and my oso is good but the money is tight. though money is not a big issue since i bought myself a new pair of shoes yesterday, i guess i did not have the same interest i had with watching pyromusical as i had weeks ago. beats me, i do not know why. and do not blame it to hormones. men always consider that option whenever they cannot understand a woman. geez.

but it goes to show that things planned, things expected, things wanted can change. even if the cards would fall into places, we are still to chose our take.

no regrets though. there is always another chance for a good fireworks display. anyway, thinking how difficult for us to go home last year made me say it's ok. :)


on another note, heard the tragedy that happened to japan a few days back? it is really sad... properties and lives were lost. families were taken, dreams ended for many. i cannot help but feel affected. but all we can do now is hope for the best, pray much more for them and for each other and be optimistic.

optimism can go places. so boo to those people who associate it with 2012. with due respect, i do not have a say with the 2012 prediction. it is a mixed emotion for me to think and discuss so i rather not think about it. i just let it be a reminder for me to seize each mornings and chances. and who can really stop earthquakes and all the natural phenomena? we learned from school that things like that is really a part of the earth's ever changing life and evolution. though the lost is really terrible, we cannot fix our thought in making happenings like this a sign of the end.
forgive me for those opinions i contradict. it is just reallydifficult for me to hear people talk about endigs when chances like this happen. i always believe that tomorrow is a new day. that although chances like this pass, it is not a reason to end. as long as there is life and chances to those who got lucky from the tragedy, today is a beginning.

i still continue to pray for those people who have lost terribly from the japan earthquake. no one deserves it, we know. but who are we to judge Him? He has reasons. we need to take note of that. in His grace, things will be better. optimism. faith.♥